I’m broken and living on sinking sand
Trying to find my way through life but nothing is working
Hustle, they say but the nickel and dimes doesn’t add up to a dollar
Rent is due and bills overflow my mailbox
I run to the familiar and the familiar is unfamiliar
The unfamiliar gives me familiar feelings. Numbness
I’m alone. My soul is floating around somewhere and I’m trying to find it
I sit alone in my apartment trying to pray my way out of the confusion, hurt, and pain
It just leads me to more pain and the bottle
So I try to sleep it away. I don’t want to feel. I want to dream
I lay in the dark, in the closet
The darkness makes me feel at peace
The light is frightening. It represents daylight, smiles, and love
Dreams seem real, peaceful, and I can escape the pain of reality
I’m trying to heal on sinking sand and I have nowhere to go and no one to talk to
I’m leaving. I’m going to find my soul.
I’ll travel to an unfamiliar place may be to a different town
Soul searching. I’m going to find solid ground
Before I drown in the sinking sand. Soulless. Empty. Broken
“I’m trying to heal on sinking sand’ really resonated with me. I’ve been there as a trauma survivor, trying to find my footing, while unmoored. Peace and blessings upon you…❣️
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YOU GOT THIS!!!!!💜
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Oops. I was throw off by your screen name in my previous comment. 😄 Thank you, Deneisha! Your books look very helpful.
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